We are often taught that the source of that happiness
is outside of ourselves. So we may look for the perfect lover that
will take
away the suffering, loneliness, and unworthiness. Or we try to find
it in success, achievement, recognition, approval, accomplishment,
security. Perhaps we will then turn to God or a spiritual teaching
in the hope that the pain will cease. In a true teaching, this is
seen, and with the deepest ruthlessness and greatest compassion we
are thrown directly into the heart of our woundedness.
Our religions
teach us that we are born originally flawed and the best we can
hope for is salvation after we die, advertisers tell
us there is something wrong with us that can be cured with their
products, parents often respond to us as if we were innately in need
of correction, education focuses us on memorizing the discoveries
of others rather than on listening to our own creativity. The results
are pervasive feelings of insufficiency, unworthiness, shame, and
fear. We think this is who we are.
The
result is we find ourselves in our own way. We lose touch with
our magnificence – relationships
stop short of intimacy, our careers don't reflect our full
potential, we live behind social masks trying to give the impression
of wholeness and freedom. We
play the game of life smaller than we could, and we are haunted by
the feeling that there is more available but don't know how
to access it. We have split away from the truth of our being, living
lives on top of a shaky foundation of fear and pain.
AWAKENING
is a strong 3 day residential Intensive
in which you can have the direct experience of your own authenticity.
"I want to make sure that you
know that you are not who you think you are."